07/11/04

Ahhhhh I miss my games heee. But I have replaced my games playing time with lots of others interesting things. What a day!! I think I have soon forgotten the sadness about my exams. Which is a good thing! For my friends who are waiting for the slice of life section, I wonder why they didn't have it on weekends. Perhaps they are online available from Monday to Thursday. hmm beats me.

My Day

Wow I spent my day doing a long quiz. It is really amazing that my FYP (final year project) group actually wants to enter into an international competition and make it as a project. This is something really exciting. However, there will be a series of elimination process for the participants. The first one is an online quiz. We can do this quiz as a group, and could take our time to answer those questions up to a closing time set by them. The closing time is a few days away.... erm I think its tomorrow to be exact.

This quiz is just amazing. It requires us to find information about the company that is organizing the competition, and also answer questions regarding a business simulation. The last question is a tie breaker question that requires high level of accounting analysing skills and interpretation. The whole quiz took me 7 hrs!! All the information seeking, all the calculations, all the reading of the case study (14 pages mind you). I didn't pin my hopes on getting into the finals because I really cannot imagine myself flying to Paris to present our ideas to experts in the fields. But...... if that day comes, I will put in 101% of my effort. Its an experience in a lifetime. Yeah. What an exciting thing to do for an FYP project.

Personal thoughts

Some people ask me why do I keep on posting blogs. I find that its a good place to just say whatever I want to say. Me being a person who has a strange personality needs this place to say things that I didn't have a chance to say. I seldom speak in real life because I find that the things I speak are not very well liked by my friends. I always think that my mental age is just way too high above my physical age. Outcast is the word. That is why, I need a place to say what I want to say. If people wanna read, they'll read, if not they won't. I won't offend or irritate people this way.

Another reason is that I might be a person who offends people easily. Because of my behavior, I might treat people in a nasty way. But inside me, I didn't mean it that way. So, people need to understand me more, so I have chosen this avenue. If I try to explain myself using my mouth, I might just offend that person even more.

Something about myself. I have a problem concentrating when people talks to me. I tries to look at the person who is talking to me but what my eyes see after a while is a cloudy image. I don't know how to explain it. But this is the reason why when I speak to someone, I have to look somewhere else. I cannot concentrate on someone's face for too long. haha Thats something strange isn't it? Perhaps my mind has a low span of concentration.

Thats all for today. Another day :)