31/03/05

I'm entering a state of Dong1 Mian2. Today is so cold. But, I went jogging. Its the second time after i recovered from my bad flu. Well, exercising just makes me so sleepy in the morning. Now i sleep so nicely during my bus ride to school.

Anyway, I've started to behave differently now. And its a good way. I wonder why I change my behavior so often. Its just tooo volatile. Who likes a person with highly volatile behavior? Just like a share or income level. No one likes a fluctuating share price and income. Well, now i feel calmer and more peaceful. After making myself going through some music therapy, I've gone into dream again. Its in preparation for the final dash for my exams. This sem is going to be a tough tough one.

My mind too a turn when my friend told me a good news. However, no one knows whether that news is true or not. Anyway its about school. Not going to put any details here. Currently, I've only told 2 person. After hearing the news, I need to work even harder to get what I want. No matter how doubtful I am regarding this semester's modules, I'm just gonna do my best and leave everything else to fate. I don't resign to fate but... sometimes you just have to believe in it. As long as i do my best, I am accountible to myself. A chinese saying goes like this," planning depends on human, success depends on heaven". Quite true.

Oh ya, last week I twisted my ankle after walking out from a lecture hall at 10.30am. Today, I went to that spot and smile at my dumbness. The uneven ground was just so small. One word, "Suay".