1/10/05

Children's Day! ahhh I'm too old for that. My mental age is just way too much for this. It was a tiring day. Forced myself to finish that lousy and crappy tutorial, then went to analyze Beethoven's third symphony for one of my project. I cannot detect clearly the exposition, development and recapitulation. I think I'm in deep trouble haa.

Westwinds performance! Lots of children there. When i reached there, I wanted to refill my water bottle but... 3 kids there, playing with the buttons. Another kid came and washed his balloon on the water cooler. I waited patiently, observing how they looked when they are so happy. That kid gave me a satisfying smile when he finish washing his balloon. Well, of course he would, haa my shirt got wet when he poured out all the water from the deflated balloon. They are cute, confirm. I wonder why grown ups have so much worries to handle.

Just reached home at 11pm. Wanting to carry on my composition. Its going to be a birthday gift hee. But kinda substandard right? I guess most people would like their gift to be something tangible and something useful. I don't know haa. I thought the piece would suit the person well.

I'm really a very confusing person haa. Thoughts inside just cannot come up with an agreement. Could it be the angel and devil inside arguing? Yeah, they always fight inside me. Let them fight haa, I'll just wait when one wins.