Wednesday, May 03, 2006

3/5/06

I don't know why, i feel so bored. The feeling of emptiness comes again. Listening to the music on my blog just make me feel so ... empty. Studying for a losing battle isn't much help to fill up my world. My world isn't big. Its just my home, Toa Payoh, and school. Exciting? Maybe. Self induced excitment. Tiring though.

Staring at the notes, and more notes.... just makes me think that I'm going to lose this battle due to language disadvantage. My english just sux big time. When under stress..... English turns into Singlish. I think this syndrome started since last sem. Last sem exam was like that too.... Somehow, I'm going to suffer the same fate again. Whats the use with all the knowledge I have if I cannot write down on the damn paper during exam?

Why don't have a module called "PS2 Games"? Maybe I'll do better on that. How about a Video Gaming faculty. Modules include, game creation, game ethics, game history, game marketing, game playing skills, science of gaming, Game as a form of emotion therapy, Heathcare in gaming.... and more! These are much more exciting eh. Maybe one day Singapore can start this area of development. The gaming market is damn big also just that Singaporeans are all so serious. Business, Culture, Education, Research, blar blar blar. The gaming industry is going to boom big time in the future when more and more people are seeking leisure and fun time. The topic is "How to make this boring world light up".

How about virtual gaming? perhaps we might have a digital goggles to put on, then we can all connect online to see everyone in the gaming world. Or maybe enter into a half sleep mode in a capsule which brings a person into a gaming world. Then can move inside, kill monsters like really doing it.

I think I think too much... back to books then. Sick.
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Wheeeee!, I can fly.... I can fly.... I can..... ops.... Haaaa, "fly". Yesterday's 1hr of ankle weights worked! Although my left ankle seems a bit loose, it felt ok after a while. I brough my new shoe up to a test. See whether it can suit me. Well, it turned out well except for (sounds like a familiar tag line for audit reports) the side. Blisters!! Pain pain. But I can fly!! So I was flying and "ouching" at the same time. I'm foreseeing more weights wearing days haaa.

One "defects" of wearing that weights as a normal lifestyle. I perspire like hell. Later people think i crazy. Walk a few steps, "rain" like there is no tomorrow (well, someone commented about it before and i felt a bit paiseh haaa).

Feel so slow in revision. The more I think about things haa the more I feel like giving up. "Why chiong so much if fate has somehow been decided. I'm too far behind already." Anyway, to ensure a smooth journey and not sweating during exams, i'll still study haa.

The more I think, the more I feel like going into the music industry... sigh. Well, I have a choice. haaa. See how lah. Bleah. What will be the response of normal people if they hear that you are in the music industry..... the answer is "EEEEEEEE". Bad for me then haaa.

Who wants to learn music??? haaa

Somehow, these days are missing something haa. something...

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