20/9/05

Went to a company in the morning for a meeting with thier senior executive to talk about their business situations in terms of risk management. Well, the chat was fun as the person was so friendly. I also learned more by chatting with my group members. My team is just full of talents and people with drive. That are the brain. I'm just a worker. Anyway, the genius talked about the job he wanted to have, and he is looking for higher gaining jobs. Amazing.

After that, went back to school to study for an mcq test at 4.30pm. Kinda lost hope for it cuz the questions are super difficult. Luckily my friends had pass yr's mcq test for me to read, or else I would be even deeper in dark water. Anyway, i think I have put in my best effort in the mcq test. Whatever the results is, I will accept it.

Now i'm just feeling a bit headache. My mum just traumatised me again. Sometimes I'm just afraid of violent and loud people. People needs to understand that anger and violence cannot solve problems. Peace and harmony is the most important.

I am beginning to enjoy wearing long sleeves shirt haha. I could feel the confident i lack while wearing it. But its very artificial right? Building up confidence from some non-living thing. hmm I must try to build up from inside me.

Slice of Life

Courage in Life

An old saying goes "Courage is the most important virtue of all."

Everything that involves making a decision, no matter how tiny or taken for granted needs courage. Even a thing as simple as waking up and facing each day requires courage. The act of standing up to a corrupt government requires courage. Moving into a new career requires courage. Attending the first day of school requires courage. Every single act is a victory in itself and should be acknowledged and appreciated.

Many people sleep all the time, even when they are awake. They fantasize of the unattainable and neglect what they already have. These people don't have the courage to wake up in the morning and face the days ahead. Instead, they snuggle inside the deepest part of their soul and feel sorry for themselves.

It is normal, however, to temporarily lose that sense of courage. Every time we encounter unfamiliar territory, we might feel depressed. The only difference, however, that distinguishes a courageous person from the rest of his or her peers is "how long" the depressed period lasts.

Fortunately, cultivating courage doesn't require any special lesson. It simply starts with a choice to be and to start it mindfully.

Here are some tips to develop the courage to take over control of your life. Don't make any assumptions about anything. Usually, worry comes when you assume something bad is going to happen.

Forgive yourself. Many of us can easily forgive others, but can never forgive ourselves. Forgiving our past mistakes is the key to bounce back with renewed strength.

Now here's a trick - Pretend to be brave, and you are courageous instantly! If you can convince your mind that it's just play-acting, a game with no real consequences, you'll find it easier to be courageous.

Remember, happiness comes when you choose to start living and stop worrying. Worrying too much won't do any good, mostly because it can swallow up your courage and leave you with nothing else than an empty soul and shaky hands.

Once you have the courage within, you will be ready to perform the other virtues of life. It would be impossible to be compassionate to others if you don't have the courage. It would be impossible to be grateful to others if you don't have the courage. It would be impossible to do thousands of other virtues if you don't have the courage to simply be true to yourself.